Monday, November 20, 2017

It's been a while...


   I know...I know...I've been AWOL for a while. Honestly, life has just been too busy. Between my family, the show, investigations and the new book coming out I just haven't had the time to devote to my written blog. I hope to rectify that as writing brings me an extreme amount of pleasure. It's cleansing to the soul, ya know? Plus...it is an easy way to share what all has been going on with all of ya'll who may not see the Facebook live-feeds or my You Tube channel. 

   It was a little over a week ago the investigation in Moundsville, Va. I have to admit...I'm quite blessed. I got to spend that time, both investigating and just hanging, with the people who make my soul smile. The only downfall was that my son wasn't there. The prison only allows 18 and up so it just wasn't possible. We all missed him so much. You see, that's the beauty of the "gang". We truly appreciate each other. Our eccentricities...our differences. Even if we don't see eye to eye, the love is always there. We trust each other without question. I can't express to you how important that is in this field. It's rare. 

   I watch. I take in everything. I may not mention it but I notice it. I know how lucky we are...how lucky I am. Same with my peeps in England. We always have each others backs. Same with my girls from 3 Fold. It never leaves my mind how uncommon this is. Having this support system gives me the freedom to do what I do...regardless of how crazy or "out there" it may seem. I know there have been scary moments. I know that I have frightened those who care about me. But even when they've gotten angry over my need to run, head first, into dangerous situations...they've never left me hanging. Never let me fall. I have mentioned many times, on interviews I've done, how I don't recommend doing what I do. Channeling comes with a risk. When you do this you are opening yourself up to whatever spirit/entity/ghost to hop on in and take you for a ride. If the thought of that doesn't scare you I don't know what will. There are no guarantees on how this experience will turn out. There are no guarantees that you won't be injured or harmed in any way. There is absolutely NO WAY to know the outcome before it happens. 

   And I like it that way. 

   Just like the investigations of old, when I would be picked up and told nothing of a location, doing things this way gives me...and whomever I'm working with...the best possible reading. Having no knowledge, prior to the investigation, ensures that the information I'm giving is accurate. I honestly still don't fully understand how it works, and that's ok. I don't need to understand. I think that's part of the rush for me. I truly feel most comfortable when I am able to speak for/to those that others can't. Aside from being a mother, which is my number one love in life, and writing which is my 2nd...it is my 3rd favorite thing to do. It's what I was born to do. I know that now. I will never doubt it again. And I'm so grateful for those who stay by my side and encourage me to do it. To be me. 

   Love ya'll more than you know. 

   Blessed Be )o(

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